These were the not so great days and days that could have been better: Homesick

I am homesick for a place I am not sure even exists. One where my heart is full. My body loved. And my soul understood.

My First Post - 11/09/15, 6:14PM

Some info about the blog-- being without you has been the roughest thing I've had to deal with in my life. Since it happened on October 30th, 2015, I've been keeping private journals until now. Today was the first day when I felt like I've reached a low point of sadness, and this blog idea was something that spun in my head.

There's something about it all that I want to share with you, some day. Just like you said here

I haven't read any of the entries myself since I've written them. I don't review them, I don't edit them because it's too hard to read back sometimes. I don't know how much of it I'd be willing to post.. Maybe for the blog I'll cut some parts out.

Anyway, I guess one thing is for sure- I can't forget about you. I love you a lot, and being without you is making me go back to my old ways, not only in thoughts that I used to have before I met you, but also blogging. I always thought that the next time I ever start a blog it'd be a happy one. And maybe this will turn into one, I don't know.

I love you, Pooka!

I hope someday soon this'll all be over.

These were the not so great days and days that could have been better

Monday, November 16, 2015

Homesick

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